1/11/2007 :

1) i found out that my pain threshold is really high and good enough.i never screamed when a needle size 18 gauge poke through my eyebrow. i can accept it without "ouuchh" =)

2) i realised my appearence and my sayings are so important to ppl that aren't so close with me.Its just because i'd cheered up my orthodentist and those dental nurses ard after i said something stupid and made them laugh like nobodys' business..hahaz ,okays.fine

3) i miss you so much when i stepped into the same lrt station that we went together after 3 yrs since that incident happened .Ur mobile was snatched by the stupid neighbourhood country resident in that station,kns ..bloody hell..we were together. Right after we went in to the train,u realised ur hp is lost and that moron was running out frm the train,i hold ur hands and dragged u out frm the train right before the train door had been close..it happend in betweeen 10 secs..i'd pulled the bloody nut and scolded him,asking for the mobile back ..u cried and cried next to me,holding my hand tight..i was so fucked up.,almost beat him up..he did not do anything and..,knn him..i guessed he had already passed the hp to his 'colleague' while in the train ..
ur still crying ,without failed,still holding me tight.afterthat,We reported this incident to the station officer,and he did beaten up the guy...blah blah
u're crying sob sob-bly and told me ur afraid ,remember? u've lost all the contacts...that nite ur really depressed,but u pretended ur fine enough and forced urself to smile in front of me,but i know ur really down..

4) hmmmh,heard that u're goin to marry to that person. congrats. will u think of me anyMORE?im wondering.

5) went to collect my cert at shah alam..finally,i did it after waited and being lazy for 2 yrs plus.

6) received a text msg frm a person that not that close,hw she got my num huh?she asked :"hws life and everythng?" .I replied:" im very good"...(but actually i am not)
im kinda lazy with those anonymous thing already..sigh

7) i miss my family a lot a lot.papa,mummy,mama,2 aunty,3 aunty,yan,kit,ima.....